Rambling

Ohhh Marlena, don't you know you're gonna dream your life away! BCR, one of my fave songs from them. Doing all I can to keep from crying or letting the depression take hold and lead me down that deep dark hole that lives within my soul. 

Singing out loud despite knowing it annoys the flying fuck out of the others in the house. Singing makes me feel better so I sing, to hell with the world at large. 

Shay never complains, she loves me enough to tolerate it and Aaz shuts her door and puts in her ear buds. Can you tell I am in a mood today? I've been a healer in most of my lives, and I still don't know who heals the healers. 

I'm Empathic, I feel everything others feel and it is not something I can ignore. When I feel someone hurting, I have to reach out to help them, no matter the toll it takes on me. 

I wish I were a full on Telepath, the good I could do, sweet Goddess can you imagine? *Shakes head* I could talk for those who can't speak for themselves, talk to those who are locked inside themselves...the uses are endless.